FEARS

Moments staring at the screen and mind equally blank

Just the heart screaming something seems so wrong

Finding it so hard to let all out, to be just frank

Letting the words pour out at the tune of a song.

Staring at your names wondering how long you will remain

Before one day comes and bored of what is so often with you

Leaving in that heart a gap throbbing full of pain

No blame would come to you, yet the pain fills that hole too….

Fears maybe unfounded rage in a soul so alone at times, days,

Occupying this mind’s time in an empty space that once was a woman

As strong and bright as the hot sun’s summer rays

With only one option but that of waiting for what is bound to happen.

Oh life is cruel to the mind of the one who loses so easily

Torturing her with doubts and questions never ending

Fighting day by day to keep sanity flowing free,

Knowing, fearing the inevitable truth life will bring.