Lost in the turbulent waters of a past I no longer wish to know,
Life broken from too much things, memories that refuse to go,
Living a nightmare refusing to end, full of mistakes long gone,
Liberty is like smoke to me because of something I’ve done.
There is nothing there to wake me from this terrible fate
Only the hope of an ending coming soon, still waiting for the date,
Fading in history unknown, no one to be known, no one worth,
Leaving life as I left that meant so little all along to us both.
You tore a life that wasn’t yours to play with at all,
Taking possession of a young heart, kicking around like a ball,
You never saw the hurt you caused, all had a reason for your doing,
Destroying a life, breaking a person, all of this without even thinking.
I pray daily for your destruction, suffering, your pain to increase,
Yet we both know that this will never make the pain in me cease.
A monster, a liar is what you were when I met you so long ago,
I failed to realise it, I only allowed for this ego of yours to grow.
If I had known why you picked me out of the blue,
Realising that it was needing something, if I knew
Back then that you never intended on happiness
For the one you chose, you’d have ended up with less…
You think out of the two you lost the most out of this mess,
You clearly do not understand what is the happiness
I sought to bring us all, busy as you were ruining it all,
Leaving me stumbling off the cliff with nothing to break the fall.
The only peace I get from this life is knowing you will rot in hell,
With all the liars, wife beaters, thieves including your kind as well,
Savouring in my sorrow the knowledge that you too suffer too,
Hoping that you will die in this state, alone and truly blue.
If I am to be a prisoner to your mistakes for the rest of my days,
So be it. I’ll make sure that you never forget the result of your ways,
Bemoan the loss of your daughter quietly, for you worked well
Making sure she grew burning with hate, hoping for you to end in Hell.
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